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| But ill write about it anyways.
I just read both sides of the story. His side made me cry. Her side, made me hate him. Whose lying?
7+9 Forever?
Uh..
http://www.purevolume.com/HEISWE
Happily Ever After
Let me riddle you a ditty, it's just an itty bitty, little thing on my mind.
About a boy and a girl, trying to take on the world one kiss at a time.
Now the funny thing about, ain't a story without it, but the story is mine.
And I wish you could say, that it ended just fine.
We all want to know, how it ends.
Oh, happily ever after, wouldn't you know, wouldn't you know.
Oh, skip to the ending, who'd like to know, I'd like to know.
Author of the moment, can you tell me, do I end up, do I end up happy?
Inhale, breathe steady, exhale, like you're ready, if you're ready or not.
Just a boy and a girl trying to take on the world, and we want to get caught.
In the middle of a very happy ending, let's see what we've got, let's give it a shot.
Let's give it a shot.
We all want to know, how it ends.
Oh, happily ever after, wouldn't you know, wouldn't you know.
Oh, skip to the ending, who'd like to know, I'd like to know.
Author of the moment, can you tell me, do I end up, do I end up happy?
We all have a story to tell.
Whether we whisper or yell.
We all have a story, of adolescence and all it's glory.
We all have a story to tell.
Oh, happily ever after, wouldn't you know, wouldn't you know.
Oh, skip to the ending, who'd like to know, I'd like to know.
Author of the moment, can you tell me, do I end up, do I end up happy?
We all have a story to tell.
We all have a story to tell.
We all have a story to tell.
We all have a story to tell.
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| I just got yelled at for not caring.
For not caring about anyone else but me.
And that my sister is so much better than i am.
Because at least she cares.
Okay, first of all.
I do care. But i dont show it.
Second of all, who do you think tells her to check on whoever is sick and ask them if theyre okay?
Yes. Me.
If i didnt tell her to, she wouldnt have.
Why cant i just let my caring side show?
To be honest, i dont know
But letting my caring side show.. just isnt me
It wouldnt be me anymore..
I dont know. But i was furious for being yelled at.
I mean, you cant just assume i dont care and blow your top at me.
Oh well. At least you wont be staying here any longer.
:)
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Lately.. ive been.. having a lot of ups and downs.
Im guessing you can tell by my recent blog posts?
Or.. maybe not, since i dont think anyone reads my blogs anyways..
So im like.. talking to myself, haha.
Well anyways, augh. I dont really know what to say..
Uuh. Im failing math. Again. yeah i know.
Im a FAILUREEE.
Yes, my parents have told me countless times that i am already.
So i dont need to tell myself also.
Oh, hah. That reminds me..
This guy came to my Planning class yesterday.
His name was Amir Javid, ex gang member.
He was funny. The best guest speaker ive had so far.
He has a.. Campaign? Organization?
Not really sure what it is, but you can search it up on FB
Its called.. Real World Truth
Its a private group so you have to request to join.
Uuuh. Yeah..
Oh, and i slept on the floor yesterday in my living room haha.
That was my first.
It wasnt bad, i mean.. when youre awake
It kinda hurts because i mean, the floor is HARD
But when youre asleep, you cant really feel anything..
So its really not that different..
& i have SO much homework.
Im not even kidding, ive been sick for 3 days
and i get a pound of homework to do.
Which reminds me, if i dont finish up my 4-6pg Essay, im dead.
But i dont really feel like doing that right now.
I am such a radical rambler.
I just keep on rambling on and on
and like probably more than half of it
doesnt make any sense.
Haridihardihar.
Ich Liebe Dich.
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| I'm not listening to you
I am wandering right through existance
With no purpose and no drive
'cause in the end we're all alive, alive
Two thousand years I've been awake
Waiting for the day to shake
To all of you who've wronged me
I am. I am a zombie
Again, again you want me to fall on my head
I am, I am, I am a zombie
How low, how low, how low will you push me
To go to go to go, before I lie, lie down dead
Blow the smoke right off the tube
Kiss my gentle burning bruise
I'm lost in time
To all the people left behind
you are walking dumb and blind, blind
And two thousand years I've been awake
Waiting for the day to shake
Dear all of you who've wronged me
I am, I am a zombie
Again, again you want me to fall on my head
I am, I am, I am a zombie
How low, how low, how low will you push me
To go, to go, to go, before I lie, lie down dead
Oh dead, Oh dead, Oh dead
To all of you who've wronged me
I am, I am a zombie
Again, again you want me to fall on my head
I am I am I am a zombie
How low, how low, how low will you push me
To go, to go, to go, before I lie down dead
Ich liebe dich..
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| Yeah, so anyways..
I went to sleep super duper early yesterday
I went to sleep at around 8pm
I was crying the whole night.
I didnt sleep till 1am.
When i woke up, my eyes burned.
And then i went to school.
Obviously none of my friends know what was going on..
But having them around cheered me up a whole lot
That is.. until i saw them.
You know? Sometimes.. i wonder..
If i DONT know her.. id assume shes a biotch and id just hate her for dating him
But i know her. And shes such a sweetie..
How can i possibly dislike her?
-sigh-
fml
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| You know that feeling..
Where you.. want to scream?
But you know you cant because everyone will think youre crazy?
The feeling we're you want to cry?
But you dont want anyone to see you doing so?
The feeling where you just want to forget it all, and say screw it and just dont care?
But you know you cant, because you just cant?
fml.
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